why they should hate me

have you ever met a person thats suppoesed to hate you and they dont? i am by no means the pinnacle of charisma or charm, but i think ive out done myself.

now i am not the self horn tooter. or maybe i am, that’s the other thing though, you could for sure make that argument.

oh my god my mind cannot think if only i could even try to write out what is going on in my head this is not going to end well dude i need to leave and figure out where else im staying tonight im going to have to convince a girl to let me stay with her tonight or a guy. or a homeless guy.

literally anything is better than what is transpiring in front of me

wow this is not healthy

nothing i get out right now will be coherent

my god what is going on in my head

this is just bad for me

holy cow i have no functioning braincells

what in the world

okay how can i find some place to have someone to stay with.

well this is good, i dont think it could be more perfect. that is so awkward.

i have the original ones. i guess i didn’t want it. thats on me. what did i give up for it.

i have no idea.

geez.

i need to go up and shower. how gracious of them to let me stay there? here. god, i for sure have mental illness. but like a weird one where im overly sensitive towards people and places and thinks and things like that.

wow

you really notice the difference, maybe this is good?

at least we agree on a couple things, she doesnt drink enough water. although, actually, i think we probably agree on a lot of things. what am i even doing?

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