vision

this morning i woke up with vision in only the bottom left corner of my right eye.

id forgotten i was wearing a sleeping mask and genuinely, for a couple moments, i thought i was disabled for the rest of my life. today could have turned out so different if it really had gone down like that. the rest of my life would have changed. its a reminder not to waste my time, that’s for sure. if i had woken up today and i really didn’t have my vision, how would i have responded? i probably would have cried in bed all day to be honest. i would have talked with my parents and my brothers and thought about the rest of my life, how it would have changed. i would have begged and pleaded with god. and honestly, i would have wished i was more thankful for my vision. i probably would have wished i never wasted time on the computer looking at silly useless things. it was a real wakeup call.

---

164 - 08/30/2025