the consequences of my actions

i just wish id known how much i would regrest having wasted my time as a kid. i could have done literally anything, become anyone.

i have so much time to make up for now.

i really just dont take seriously the impact of my decisions. ive never had any “real” consequences in life so no decision feels too heavey or difficult to make. thats a dangerous and detrimental mindset.

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