that weird feeling imagining her with someone else

there’s this weird feeling i get when i imagine her with someone else, a sinking feeling, as if ive lost everything all at once.

its a pit in my stomach, a punch to my face, a knife in the back, a bullet to the head, a kick in the balls, and salt in the wound all at once.

my takeaway from this is that i probably need therapy and that we have a lot of phrases for the same shit.

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157 - 08/23/2025