feeling ready for my new life

yesterday was a sad day for me. i drove away from nc state for the last time with a material attachment to the place. in 2 days, that lease expires and then ill officially have nothing left there but moments in the past. even now, i dont really have anything there. just this piece of paper that says for the next 2 days i still have stake in the place.

i was thinking about this earlier, but i accidentally made a collection of the last time i stepped in each of those rooms. being the paranoid person that i am, i would always record the state of each room as i left it in case i got fined. i guess i could go back and watch each one.

wow i just watched it back. may 4th 2022 at 10:24 pm was the last time i walked out of caspian 315 after living there. how little that kid knew about how quickly those next couple years would go.

while i miss it, i dont wish i could go back. (secretly i do, but alas we move onward and upward)

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124 - 07/21/2025