it all working out

as i live life, ive becoming increasing convinced that things just work out. ive stumbled ass backwards into amazing things for myself, the fortune ive had to meet certain people, have certain experiences, and continue to maintain my health is not something i take for granted— or at least i try not to.

i just watched a vide of a guy chop off some of his finger and complain about it maybe once. the grit and determination of some people astounds me. i dont think i could have done what he did. do you ever wonder what you would do in a similar situation?

what if you lost an eye? or both eyes? or a hand? or a leg? i find myself being scared, more reserved, because the thought of losing what i already have scares me. i want to work on cars and rebuild engines and do wood working and construction but one mistake is all it takes to lose an entire finger? thats criplingly scary.

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105 - 07/02/2025