maybe getting it

its a beautiful skill that humans have— metacognition. being able to reflect on mistakes, revise, improve, and adapt. today, i think i did a good job with the distractions bit. i limited my media consumption, watched the nba playoffs today.

i have big dreams man and i love basketball. i love it so much. i would give my life to the sport, anything and everything related to it. its my obsession. my dream, my everything.

for me basketball is a passion, it makes me feel amazing, i love seeing myself improve, and i want to watch other people get better at it to. the dynamic nature of the game, the team component, the tactical aspect, all of it. what a beautiful beautiful game.

i imagine myself, in a year or so from now, taking my invention and helping the NC State basketball team become the best time. maybe i could help coach them? help the players improve. i could take the analytics to the next level.

wouldn’t that be something?

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